I put some stuff into it. I was pretty inspired by THOSE YouTubers... (like Marasy or Lattice). So, im tryin, im tryin.

Also... recently I was messing around with FL Studio, im still very new at this, but out of all the things I have done, my favorite ones are some jazzy bossa nova stuff... idk, and a silly boss fight I made following a youtube tutorial. Im focused on making new songs, like 2 or 3 per week because of a DnD with my friends. The music is obviously not necessary, but my friends told me to make a soundtrack to improve my skills. Thats cool.

So, these are the songs... I´ll probably upload them on streaming someday, maybe in a month or so... I hope you like them...

This is the Bossa one.

A kind of waltz.

The silly boss battle.

i think this one is a bit loud so low your volume...




In 2025 I went to Kikuo's concert and enjoyed it a lot... and I preordered 2 tickets for the tour this April, April 2... and with one week left, he canceled... I was so excited for the concert, but its alright.

Yesterday Kikuo released his entire discography on CD, and I immediately bought 2. I wanted Kikuo Miku 6 and 4, but 6 was sold out, so I bought 2 and 4, im not complaining. Im very happy, I forgive you this time, Kikuo, hehe.

Reading

In this period of time, I read three books: The Stranger, The Odyssey, and a book by a Mexican writer, Cuentos para Monstruos by Santiago Gonzáles Pedraza. A friend lent me the last one.

I liked The Odyssey very much. When I finished it, I got into mythology. I love it, but sometimes it confuses me because of the huge amount of stories it has.

The Stranger took me by surprise with that ending, and just like my surprise, that feeling is also captured in the book... those moments when, in such a short time, a lot can happen. I saw people have two views of the story: one where the protagonist, Meursault, is seen as a nihilistic, apathetic bad person, and another where he is seen as a man misunderstood by society. Personally, I see him with empathy, but I also believe a lot in adaptation. Sometimes we dont want to do things, but we have to, maybe for survival or moral reasons. I think the book exaggerates those feelings in Meursault to communicate its message, but I also think human emotions cant be ignored like Meursault does.

Cuentos para Monstruos covers themes of trauma, anger, frustration, and human emotions in general. As the name suggests, they are short stories; the book is a compilation of them, and it has a good amount. Some made me think, especially one called País de Pétalos y Velas. It's interesting to see the story from those two perspectives. And another one called Carrito de los Tesoros, which explores the innocence of a child.



(yes, i read classical literature because of limbus, but im planning about reading other ones.)

Games

In February I was addicted to Mewgenics. I bought the game on release day, and I really loved the OST... I left it for a month, but recently I started playing again because I really want to hear the whole album, but I dont want to spoil myself, so... I'll be playing it these days.

The album consists of peak music based on the game’s zones, like a desert, sewers, and the moon, but talking about stupid things like cats, poop, or even someone hating their mother?? (I dont know, I havent reached that part yet).

I think my favorite song at the moment is Feline Invader... A-LI-EN CRA-TER, FE-LINE IN-VADER!!11!!1


I really miss Totoro...

R.I.P


I also played Ultrakill, Fraud to be specific. I think this entry is getting too long, but im literally summarizing 3 months, so to avoid writing too much, I just want to leave this here.

This is getting too loong it´s 2:51am... i started writing at 10pm im every eepy... yaaaaaaaaawnmhmm

Now that I write this, I realize how much happens in three months. Some things are different compared to December. Life is fast and slow at the same time, and I swear the The Stranger text that I wrote above has no intentional relation to what I just wrote...

Anyways, I had the intention to put drawings on every topic I talked about like I usually do, but im not in the mood... mis dibujos no dibujean.

I dont promise I'll be updating this often, but I will if something interesting happens, ig...

I wanted to talk about other things, but to summarize, take this image.

Once again, thank you for reading, I really appreciate you and your time.